Abandon the Cuts for Real Love

The moment
a breath for the pain
then the relief
lightly brushing before
piercing lights hit me
Heavens gates?
No, no
Shadows appear or rather
Shadow
Taking shape, one that
i have seen before somewhere
not exactly sure

Voice comes from it
No
Just once
a hand becons toward
my hurt hand
no longer relief but a pain
one that makes me cry
out in agony again and again
the Closer i go to the shadow
the less it hurts

Finally grasping his hand it
goes away but a surge
of light approaches
Healing the wound bringing
pain to a new level that
i thought of as relief
as a savior to myself

Rise
Voice offers no option to
my enduring pain but
as I do it goes away
a strange feeling comes over me
one that i thought never
would come to me or
exist

Cry out in shock
disbelief that anyone
could have such emotion
tears flood my eyes
only to be pushed away with
a soft gentle hand

Softness touches my face
once twice then a third
waiting for a responce
answering back with the same feeling
Still doubting myself but
with hope coming out
A strange new knowledge that
things can be okay

i give back a responce
one that even shocks me
and i answer yes to my angel
I can believe now that relief
doesn't exist in openings made
from other objects but
rather a harmony of two
who accept each other